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I'm over here now:
Dear everpresent olivegrey box of thoughts that I mostly neglect but every few months or years return to, like a lost memory..

I always thought this idea would never happen to me, but tomorrow I start "photography training" for a job in which I will be apparently paid to take photos..

Finally, after however many years since I first picked up a camera and fell down a rabbit hole of photographic curiosity.. well, eleven or so years later I am finally hired to work as a photographer..

It's nothing fancy really (in respect to the lofty dreams that still manage to float about my head when the moon is full), but it will be a chance to work outside in natural light, making portraits of kids by a pool, in and out of the water with amazing professional cameras! How amazing.  

And I have a part time illustration job too- making children's coloring pages! Here's to hoping for a very new year- and finally realizing that instead of wasting time getting paid for things I despise, perhaps I can support myself doing literally what I love- which is creating and celebrating beauty!

This year is so very new- so full of new ways of living (training for a 10k.. and maybe half marathon!), new experiences and I realize that lately I've been seeing my old familiar Florida in a new light too. I suppose I had to travel around the world a few times to realize the love and beauty that was waiting for me here..

oh yes, and I'm in love. :)
  • Listening to: shigeto - after the smoke
  • Reading: a small kindle.. that is catching fire!
  • Watching: a candle, flickering softly
  • Eating: bananinhas
  • Drinking: water


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Artist | Professional | Photography
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I like the feeling of the shutter as it clicks open and closed, borrowing light into the secret eternity of a photograph.

I was born by the sea, with the knowledge that life is an ocean. I have always had an intense desire to travel and create- to respond to the beauty of contrasts I see in the world. This is why I can't stop my eyes from wandering hungrily across the world around me, and my hands from drawing, photographing, and making things.


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lionwolfenganger Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2011
wow you still update this site! that is so awesome. i havent been on deviantart for at least 6 years. shameful, i know it.
lionwolfenganger Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2011
ok now. being that you still keep this place good you've inspired me to go clean most the garbage out of my site. now i am going to try to find a scanner and start uploading some of my new drawings. im back in the mood....deviantart is still awesome
kirjava Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2011
I love what you do.
I've also taken a look at your flickr gallery, it's full of beauty.
I'm watching you :).

The-Last-Breath Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2010
thank .
i'm just whispering in a world's crowd...
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