mere-ambivalence

i am still here, becoming. dreaming of what can be. i am making many things, telling stories for many sweet souls in love. seeing the new creative projects of a few fellow long-time deviantartists inspired me to pop back here for a quick thank you to this safe, creative space that nurtured us all and connected us with our craft, and fellow kindred wandering souls. sending each of you- here or beyond, light + love. -s

Dear everpresent olivegrey box of thoughts that I mostly neglect but every few months or years return to, like a lost memory.. I always thought this idea would never happen to me, but tomorrow I start "photography training" for a job in which I will be apparently paid to take photos.. Finally, after however many years since I first picked up a camera and fell down a rabbit hole of photographic curiosity.. well, eleven or so years later I am finally hired to work as a photographer.. It's nothing fancy really (in respect to the lofty dreams that still manage to float about my head when the moon is full), but it will be a chance to work outsi